Our Guest Donna Grisham

SID: So, what did you do with all those hurts inside of you?

DONNA: Well, I buried them. I basically buried them and like I said, I was living to die. I was on a road to destruction, on a path to destruction.

SID: And then it happened again. You got pregnant again.

DONNA: I did. I was in love with the father and whenever I found out I was pregnant and we talked and we were going to get married, we even went and got blood tests, because you had to get blood tests back then. So went and got blood tests. And I went to stay with a friend and he went back to his house and called him the next morning. And his mother said, “He don’t want to talk to you.” And I thought, “Here we go again. I get myself in these positions and where is God? People talk about God? Where is he?” And so I ended up going to some ladies at the church that I was going to, mentioned PTL and mentioned a girl’s home. It’s a—

SID: So abortion wasn’t even [crosstalk] in your vocabulary then.

DONNA: No, no. Actually another pastor, he actually said, “We’ll talk to your mom, and we’ll let her know, there’s only two choices. It’s either you keep your baby, or you put your baby up for adoption. Abortion is not in the picture.” And so I ended up going over to a friend’s house. And so I end up on the floor and I’m on my knees and I’m really just having these thoughts in my head. And I said, “God.” I said, “Look at the mess that I made.” I said, “If you’re real, can you do anything? Can you do anything with this mess that I’ve made in my life?” And so I heard inside, “Turn on the TV,” and I thought, “That’s weird that’s not…” And so I just ignored it. And all of a sudden I heard it again, “Turn on…” and the remote’s next to me.

DONNA: And all of a sudden I look down and the remote’s there and I’m angry. And I picked the remote up and I turned the TV on like that. And when the TV came on, Tammy Faye Baker, Tammy Faye Baker was singing a song that says, “He’ll take your mistakes and turn them into a miracle.” In that moment, I knew that God was going go… I knew that, that was where I was supposed to go. And so I went to PTL and one day after my meeting with my counselor, I go back to my room and I go back and Sid, I just lay prostrate on my face before God. And I just start crying and I’m crying. And I said, “I don’t know whether you’re real or not, but if you are, I need to know what you want me to do.”

DONNA: And all of a sudden I had a vision and in the vision I saw Jesus and I was walking towards him and I had a baby. I was carrying this baby. And I was walking towards him. And I never once took my eyes off of him. I just looked. And the moment I caught eyes with him, his eyes, Sid, was the most loving, caring, he—

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